April 2nd

I usually have a tough time with April 2nd. It was my Grandma Rosie's birthday. I miss her terribly and wish she was still around. Sadly she died about 5 years ago this year. She was my first grandma to be taken by cancer. It is a rather touchy subject for me. She was an amazing woman and I can't wait to see her again someday.
On that same day a guy I called my best friend left me. He had been there for me and I there for him. He just up and decided that he didn't want me in his life anymore. Out of nowhere. Perfect timing right? Well I am kind of best guy friendless at the moment. The fact he's done this before and has come back every time doesn't help. I almost have a glimmer of hope that he will come back. But I have a nagging feeling that he won't. I have no idea what happened. I didn't do anything wrong towards him. If anything I was super supportive of him and his decisions. Guess I need to make more friends now.
Speaking of friends. I am still somewhat having an issue with making those. I wish that I could make them with more ease, but moving into an area where I know nothing/nobody has kinda thrown me a bit. I used to have no problem making friends and going out and having fun. Now I just hermit and hide. I hope  that will change fairly soon. Maybe I am just destined to be rather lonely for a while. Who knows.
Tonight I beat my friend Zach in archery, again. But that was only the second round we shot. He beat me the first round. I was just warming up ;) haha I will go with that! I really love shooting archery. It helps get pent up frustrations out. I hate to say it, but I kinda need a new bow. I need one that I can up the poundage more so I can actually hunt with it. AND shoot distances better! 
Peace <3